Thursday, October 1, 2009

I love this Story

i received this email from my kuya...

Somewhere in Milaor, Camarines Sur, there lived a fourth grader boy who
would follow this route to school everyday: He has to cross the rugged
plains and cross the dangerous highway where vehicles are recklessly
driving to and from.

Once past this highway, the boy would take a short cut, passing by the
Church every morning just to say Hi to God, and faithfully say
his, "Magandang umaga po" in Bicol dialect. He was faithfully being
watched by a Priest who was happy to find innocence so uplifting in the
morning,

"Kamusta, Andoy? Papasok ka na?"

"Opo padre ... "he would flash his innocent grin, the priest would be
touched. He was so concerned that one day he talked to Andoy.

"From school...", he advised "Do not cross the highway, you can
pass through the Church and I can accompany you to the other side of the
road...that way I can see that you are home safe...."

"Thank you father ... "

"Why don't you go home ... why do you stay in
this church right after school?"

"I just want to say 'Hi' to my friend, God,"
and the priest
would leave the boy to spend time beside the altar,
talking to himself, but the priest was hiding behind the altar to listen
to what this boy has to say to his heavenly FATHER.

"You know my math exam was pretty bad today, but I did not cheat although
my seatmate is bullying me for notes... I ate one cracker and drank my
water, Itay had a bad season and all I can eat is this cracker.

Thank you for this! I saw a poor kitten that was hungry and I know how he
feels so I gave my last cracker to him ... funny but I am not that hungry.
Look, this is my last pair of slippers ...I may have to walk barefoot next
week, you see this is about to be broken... but it is okay....at least I am
still going to school.... Some say we will have a hard season this month,
some of my classmates have already stopped going to school .... please help
them get to school again, please God?

...Oh, you know, Inay hit me again, it is painful, but I know this pain
will pass away, at least I still have a mother.... God, you want to see my
bruises? I know you can heal them.... Here... here and .... oh ...blood
...I guess you knew about this one huh? Please don't be mad at Inay, she
is just tired and she worries for the food in our table and my schooling that
is why she hits us....Oh, I think I am in love ... there's this pretty girl
in my class, her name is Anita .... do you think she will like me? Anyway, at least I know
you will always like me, I don't have to be anybody just to please you, you are
my very best friend! Hey your birthday is two days from now!!! Aren't you
excited? I am! Wait till you see, I have a gift for you . but it is a
surprise! I hope you will like it! Oooops, I have to go ..." then he stood
up and calls out, "Padre, padre, I am finished talking to my friend ....
you can accompany me to the other side of the road now"

This routine happens everyday. Andoy never fails. Father Agaton shares this
every Sunday to the people in his church because he has not seen a very
pure faith and trust in God, a very positive look at negative situations.

One Christmas day, Father Agaton was sick so he could not make it in the
Church, he was sent to the hospital. The Church was left to 4 manangs who
would chant the rosary in 1000 miles per hour, would not smile and would
always find fault in what you do, they were also very well versed in cursing
if you irritate them! They were kneeling, saying their kilometric rosary
when Andoy, coming from his Christmas party,playfully dashed in.

"Hello God! I ......"

"P----!! (a curse) bata ka!! Alam mo nang may nagdadasal!! Alis!!"

Poor Andoy was so terrified, "Where's Father Agaton? He is supposed to
help me cross the street ... and to be able to cross the street I will
have to pass by the back door of this church .not only that, I have to greet
Jesus. It is His birthday; I have a gift right here....
" Just as he was about to get the gift out of his shirt, the manang pulled
his shirt and threw him out of the church. "Susmaryosep! !! (does the
sign
of the cross
fervently) Alis kang bata ka, kung hindi matatamaan ka!!!

So the boy had no choice but to cross the dangerous side of the road in
front of the church. He crossed. A fast moving bus came in.

There was a blind curve. The boy was protecting his gift inside his
shirt, so he was not looking. There was so little time. Andoy died on the spot. A
lot of people crowded the poor boy, the body of a lifeless young boy ...

Suddenly, out of nowhere a tall man in a pure white shirt and pants, a
face so mild and gentle, but with eyes full of tears... He came and carried
the boy in His arms. He was crying. Curious bystanders nudged the man in
white, and asked,

"Excuse me sir, are you related to this child?

Do you know this child?"

The man in white, His face mourning and in agony, looked up and
answered,

"He was my best friend . " was all he said. He took the badly
wrapped gift in the bloody chest of the lifeless boy, and placed it near
His heart.

He stood up and carried the boy away and they both disappeared in sight.

The crowd was curious ...

On Christmas Eve, Father Agaton learned of the shocking news. He visited
the house, and wanted to verify about the man in white. He consulted the
parents of Andoy.

"How did you know that your son died?"

"A man in white brought him here." sobbed the mother. "What did
he say?"
The father answered, "He did not say anything. He was mourning. We do not
know him and yet he was very lonely about our son's death, as if he knew
our son very well. But there was something peaceful and unexplainable about him.
He gave me my son, and then he smiled peacefully. He brushed my son's hair
away from his face and kissed him on his forehead, and then he whispered
something... "

"What did he say?"

"He said to my boy..." the father began, "Thank you for the gift
... I will see you soon ... you will be with me..." and the father
of the boy continued, "and you know for a while, it felt so
wonderful ... I cried, but I do not know why....all I know is I
cried tears of joy .... I could not explain it, Father, but when
that man left, something peaceful came over me, I felt a deep sense
of love inside ... I could not explain the joy in my heart, I knew
my boy is in heaven now but...tell me, Father, who is this man that my son
talks to everyday in your church, you should know because you are always
there ... except at the time of his death ......"Father Agaton suddenly
felt the tears welling in his eyes, with
trembling knees, he murmurred, " ... He was talking to no one .....
but .. GOD...."

thank you Cuyahoga Falls Church of the Nazarene for the photo

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

September 26, 2009

---- Typhoon Ondoy -------

salamat sa Diyos at ito lang ang naging trahedyang binigay ng bagyong si "Ondoy sa aming lugar...
"mapalad ang mga taong may mga gamit pang nalilinis kesa sa mga taong wala ng malilinis na gamit...
mapalad ang mga taong kahit walang natira sa kanila ay hindi kinuha ng lupit ni Ondoy ang kanilang buhay...
mapalad ang mga taong nabawian ng buhay sapagkat nasa kaharian na sila ng Panginoon.. at hindi na muling mararanasan ang lupit na dala ng kalikasan"















photos and video by khaye

Sunday, September 13, 2009

September 12

its the 5th birthday of our little "super inggo"... we went to Antipolo to attend mass and its a rainy morning travel... after attending 2 masses, we travel again to visit a family friend in crestwood... wow!!! its an amazing place... beautiful place to live in... sayang, wala kaming pambili ng house and lot sa subdivision na yun.
ito ang maulan nming byahe patungong Antipolo..










Actually, we're celebrating 3 birthdays this september... Leila, Kathleen and my son RJ...
Thank you sa nanay at tatay na kahit medyo nagigipit eh nagagawan pa rin ng paraan para maging masaya ang birthday ng mga apo...



happy faces of our angels... showing how happy they are.. simpleng byahe mula bulacan hanggang antipolo... maulan pa... pero they really enjoy it kasi magkakasama silang magpipinsan... sayang wala sa kuha si kuya josh...







hayan kahit stolen shot nkuhanan din... while they're playing cards... papahiran ng powder ang makakakuha ng lowest card...



Ang simpleng handa....
at
ang pag blow the candle ng celebrator..Happy Birthday to our super inggo...

I also want to thank the hospitality and kindness of Quiambao Family (Jason, Maam Lina and Mr. Quiambao) to let us visit them and have our lunch in their wonderful kingdom... Ang sarap po ng food.. And to let us know that we are always welcome and the kids brought joys (even for just moment) in their home...Sa pasko po babalik kami... lol.. Maraming salamat po...

I only have photo of their house... Pero ang ganda po ng inside ng bahay nila... pati ang mga nakatira they're all very kind... Thank you po uli... At nagkaroon ng celebration ang birthday ni RJ.. Thank you sa mga food na pinabaon nyo po sa amin... :)




Thank you.... Photos by Ate Flor

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Doyee "the miracle dog"

September 5... Nagising ako sa tawag ni kuya... nanghihiram ng sasakyan kasi dadalhin si doyee sa vet...
"ako nga, problem ko kung san ililibing si doyee".. my kuya's statement... kasi sa liit ng mga lupa ngayon, lahat nagamit na for extension... "isusuko ko na nga dapat eh"... but when he heard his little girls crying over their 5 months old doggie, nadurog ang puso nya... "grabe, lalo na si diana"...

birthday ni leila that day.. pero imbes na ipaghanda, ginastos nila ang pera para kay doyee...

natatawa ako na natutuwa about that iyakan scene na kwento ng kuya ko... about their love with that cute little black labrador... sayang nga naman... kasi bigay lang naman yun ng kuya nila... sayang naman kung hindi nila ilalaban..

first time ko makakita ng dog na nakadextrose... and when i saw doyee, ang payat na.. para syang 'askal'...
hindi nasayang ang paglaban nila... doyee is ok now.... first time niyang mag pupu ng buo kagabi... and that's a good sign that she's doing well... Thank God...
Photos: Diana, Leila, Daisylene and Doyee..

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Define Love...

i remember from my old school days, when a friend asked me to sign her "Slum Book"... Define Love... Love is blind... hahaha... without even understanding the real meaning of LOVE then... as i grow older, nadagdagan ang sentence Love is not blind, love sees but doesn't mind... and because of some heartaches from love it strikes me... hmm... ibig sabihin naintindihan ko na sya kasi nagmahal na ako...



Now, a friend of mine is confused on how to deal with what she feels.. about love... of knowing that the love she have is real but definitely wrong... sino ba ang dapat niyang piliin?... the man she love or the man who is willing to give every thing for her?... sa mga taong wala sa katayuan nya madaling sabihin na dapat maging practical... pero kitang kita ko sa mata nya na nahihirapan sya... pinipilit nyang maging tama sa damdamin nya ang ginagawa nya... maybe its an intelligent decision but a pain in her heart... pero siguro ngayon lang magiging masakit kasi may sinisigaw pa ang puso nya... may gusto sanang puntahan at may gusto sanang patunayan... i believed that if the intention is pure ay magiging happily ever after...



na wish ko na to dati..



nung nasaktan ako ng taong minahal ko...



na sana mag fast forward na ang life ko para mawala na ang sakit... at if that future came sana my life is a success; i have a good family and a wonderful husband and a great life and i will thank him for hurting me because i am having the best part of my life..



actually, that wish came true... i have a wonderful family.... meron Melvin at RJ.. pero im not thinking of doing the last part of my wish.. Kasi alam ko masasabi nya sa sarili nya na buti na lang hindi kami nagkatuluyan kasi hindi ko kayang ibigay kung ano ang buhay na meron sya ngayon.



i just hope my friend will be thankful for everything that is happening to her life right now because time will come and evrerything will be in order and she couldn't ask for more... because everything in her life (in the future) is beautiful....



Define Love:... Love is immeasurable... nde kayang sukatin ng kahit anong klaseng instrumento....

.... Love is my family; to whom i can give my immeasurable love...




Tuesday, September 1, 2009

September

September..... hmm... bakit ba sobrang importante ng buwan na 'to?... Siguro kasi, this is the month that will start the christmas fever... kasi nga "ber" na... You can actually hear songs from radio, playing some christmas carols and of course the most popular 'christmas in our hearts' and 'pasko na sinta ko'... and start na nang paglamig na ng simoy ng hangin....


at syempre September ako naging mommy.... September 12, 2004... hays, malapit na yun... 11 days to go... 5 years old na sya... hays... wala kaming panghanda.... hindi bale, may susunod pa naman... I remember the first time i saw my child... huh!!!! i was so amazed.... grabe baby talaga... ang puti and may balat.. hehehe.. naiicip ko kasi ung parang mga baby animals, tipong basa at nakadikit ng sobra ung balahibo nila... (salbahe ba ako?)... And i remember, someone asked me kung ano daw ang naramdaman ko nung makita ko si RJ... ang totoo, wala... ewan ko... pero wala talaga... pagkagising ko nga mas hinanap ko pa si Katlin.... Sorry son, pero un talaga naramdaman ko....


and that person who asked me that question told me that when she first saw her child, she thought of how her mother loved her... grabe... naloka ako... napahiya ako sa sarili ko... but now, i also felt the same thing... grabe pala ang love na kayang ibigay ng isang ina sa kanyang anak... unconditional talaga... nararamdaman ko na yun ngaun... for the past 4 years of being a mother to our RJ, sobra na ang love na binigay ko sa kanya and will not get tired of giving all the love i have.


and one thing.... kapag pinapagalitan ko ang anak ko, naririnig ko sa sarili kong bibig ang mga naririnig kong sinasabi ni nanay sa kin dati nung kinagagalitan nya ako... nakakatuwa... kasi minsan napapahinto ako kapag pinagagalitan ko si RJ... hay talagang paikot ikot lng ang life...


ang dami ko pa sanang gustong sabihin pero its late na... inaantok na ang mahal kong asawa... hay... masyado kasing busy this past few days.... i just make it sure lang talaga na makpagpost ako ngayong first day of September...
I love you, son.... Mahal na mahal ka ni Mommy and Daddy...




Photo by me..

Linggo ng Wika

Friday, August 28, 2009

Buntong Hininga

Dear Jennifer,
ang daming pumapasok sa isip ko... kung anu-ano.. ang daming gustong ilabas... pero parang ayaw lumabas ng mga tamang letra... hay.... hindi naman kasi ako magaling magsulat.... ni hindi nga ako nakasali sa kung anumang mga patimpalak nung nag-aaral pa ko... ni hindi ko napa-akyat ang magulang ko sa "stage" para sabitan ako ng medalya... hay.... pero 3 beses din naman silang umakyat...

1. Graduation ko ng Pre-school
2. Graduation ko ng High School
3. Graduation ko ng College
San ko nga ba mailelebel ang sarili ko?.... Average?... siguro... kasi hindi naman ako bobo... tamad lang... puro kasi crush ang inaatupag ko noon...
Elementary... ang bestfriend ko, si Cecilia... mabait, mahinhin at siyempre matalino... actually, lima kmi... Si mel, si levy at cherry... Mayroon din kaming code name... kaso sa tagal... hindi ko na maalala... hay.... napakasimple ng buhay noon... Baon, aral, laro at exam lang ang problema.. Pero sa tuwing iniisip ko yun, parang hindi ako makapaniwala.. it's been 18 years... parang kelan lang... at feeling ko kahapon lang yun...
Si mel at si cherry, we get connected and updated with what is happening with our lives again thru internet.. FRIENDSTER... si Levy, siguro mga 8 years ago, nagkita pa kami sa monumento, doon sa terminal ng Meycuauyan - Mento (NLEX ang daan).. Si Cecilia, hindi ko na matandaan kung kelan ung huli... ah, noong debut nya yata... invited pa ko... that was 12 years ago.. after that.... wala na... hay... Sayang... nagkalayo kami... naiinggit ako sa mga classmates ko noon na hanggang ngayon kahit lumipas na mahigit isang dekada ay magkakasama at magkakaibigan pa din...
Ilang buntong hininga man ang ilabas ko.... hindi ko na maibabalik ang nakaraan... maraming beses akong dumaraan sa lugar kung saan ko inubos ang panahon ko ng elementarya pero sa daming beses na yun, isa, dalawa, tatlong beses ko lang nakita ang ilan sa mga taong naging bahagi ng nakaraan na yun...


Photo by me

Wala pa akong maisip


This is my second day... wala pa akong maisip ng concept ng blog ko... maybe because am busy thinking of how to add our income in our business... ang dami pa kasing bayarin... Tapos malapit na ang 5th birthday ng aming munting makulit na anak.... Hay, sobrang complicated na ng life ngayon... Ibang-iba na... dati simpleng exam lang sa school ang kinakatakutan ko... ngayon, ung mga bayarin na.... may monthly exam din, every end of the month... ung meralco, ung koop, ung pawnshop... hahaha!!!! ang dami nila... and in God's grace and mercy... nakakapasa naman...

That's all for this day...

i'll be back tomorrow... at sana mas marami na kong baon...
Photo by my Hubby... Thanks...
Malayo sa post ko pero try ko lang naman eh...
Beautiful Sunset in ICTSI..

Thursday, August 27, 2009

My First Day with Jennifer

First time ko ngayong araw na 'to (August 27, 2009) with Jennifer...
A very common name.... Favorite ko pa nga ang Jennifer because of "Sa Piling Mo"... Ang character kc dun ni Judai ay Jennifer and Catherine... But not until i knew that Jennifer is the name of husband's first love ;\.. hmmp... I hate Jennifer..... Tapos ung isang classmate ng anak namin eh Jennifer ang name... And news says that crush daw ni Jennifer si RJ... huh!... That's when i realized that I should learn to love again the name, Jennifer... And I will start here.... that's why my blog's name is JENNIFER...
Asan na nga ba si Jennifer?....
This blog will not tell everything about Jennifer and will not always about her... Gagamitin ko lang ang name nya para masanay ako sa pangalang JENNIFER...
This is my blog
I'm Khaye
A mother...
and wife...